Journal Entry #3
I think that this quarter of Looking for Alaska was the best part of the novel so far. It revealed many new things about the characters and had many unexpected twists and turns. I could not stop reading this book, eager to find out what happens next. This quarter was an emotional roller coaster for the characters, and me. The emotional part started when Alaska revealed the story about how her mother died. This story surprised me because she had talked about stories of her mother before, and never mentioned anything about her death. I felt bad for Alaska because she was quite young when her mother died, and should never have to lose a parent at that age, let alone witness it happen. It broke my heart that her father blames her for the death of her mother because she did not call 9-1-1 when she should have.
The mood got romantic later that same night when Pudge and Lara were sleeping next to each other. They began to kiss, and then later on he asked her to be his girlfriend. I was surprised that Pudge asked her to be in a relationship with him, because of his obvious feelings for Alaska. I felt as if Pudge was just using Lara to attempt to get over his true feelings for Alaska. I personally did not think it was going to last very long as I didn’t find that they shared a very strong bond. It turns out that I was right with my guess, as Pudge cheated on Lara with Alaska one night. They made out in his dorm room during a game of truth or dare. Alaska told him ‘to be continued’ and then fell asleep on his chest, which is when, Pudge told her that he, loves her. I thought that this was the beginning of a new relationship between Pudge and Alaska. I thought that they’d both end their current relationships and pursue one together.
The biggest, saddest, and most shocking event that took place in this quarter is the death of Alaska Young. It all started when she burst into the Colonel and Pudge’s room extremely upset in the middle of the night that she and Pudge madeout, asking them to distract the eagle and get her of campus. I thought that she had come to the realization that she had cheated on Jake and was freaking out. She then took her car and left campus. The next morning the Eagle told the school that Alaska died in a car accident last night, and I was shocked. At first I didn’t believe that she was really dead, I thought that she ran away and staged her own death. I was crushed when I found out that she really was gone for good. Colonel and Pudge started to look for the hows and why’s of her death right away, which I completely understand. If somebody I knew died, I would search for answer and closure as well. This part of the book reminded me a little bit of a murder mystery, but without the murder. All in all, this quarter of the book was very good, but also super emotional. It really took me off guard and surprised me at many moments as well.
Kira